How Is She Now?

Q, was a random girl… She was rather odd and aloof highschool girl.

She went to college and hardly survives herself…..

There were moments of peace and love in those years but it never last because the darkness that she unknowingly had in her keeps on robbing her happiness……

Time went by, and all she had was a big, open wound in her life…

That was constantly bruised… And it never healed….

She was judging herself harshly , inspite of knowing her own story… Now imagine how other people who don’t know her story judges her….

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But what she never realized was the kind of strong girl that she is…

Going through it all……

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And it began some 24 years ago, when a baby girl was born from a young-some 25 year old parents.

And named her Q.

She was an ordinary baby girl.

She was a cute, chubby, tan baby girl.

Years went by and everywhere Q goes she is well loved by the people around her especially her neighbors – because she was a talkative, entertaining, honest and smart girl.

She was very smart and at a very young age people could easily notice it.

Q, was loved by her parents and play times with her dad and happy moments with her mom is still vivid to her
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But all that change

Nightmares came and destroyed her….

Slowly and surely……..

Q, became aloof, silent and distance.

This is the part where thieves slowly destroyed and robs her of everything. Turning her darker….

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Sometimes adults do things they don’t realize are affecting and harming the children around them….

And those things caused curiosity and confusion on Q’s part……

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But before this……….

Unknowingly, Q’s shine was starting to dull from every mean humiliation and body shaming she received from the people around her….

Basically, making her feel less of herself………..

But, her talent and intelligence were undeniable….

Q, continued to excel amidst it all…..

But, remember, earlier… She was exposed to adult stuffs at a young age….

She began to unconsciously made harmful habits part of her system….

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It went on….. And on….

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Q, was slowly being swallowed by this darkness…..

She was all hurt badly….

and Body shamed by the color of her skin and by the way she looks…..

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She was full of insecurities….

Eventually, she also started disliking her body……

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She develop low self esteem…..

But still her undeniable talent and intelligence keeps on raising on the surface………

Q, did not know the harm her negative habits are causing her….

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Grade school came it was stressful…

Highschool came even more stressful..

College came which was the most stressful..

All this stress caused her to resort to negative habits….

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Clouding her thoughts…..

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But as she grew into an adult,

Slowly……..

This negative habits she is engaging started to make her feel more guilty and she knew she wasn’t her self.. She had deep agony every time she turns into this habit because she knew that was not her and her heart greatly condemns her….

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And the next years, were even worse…

She started feeling depressed.

Theses habits seems impossible to give up….

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She was destroyed

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But if there’s one thing, that wss not mentioned here is that…

Q, was a woman of faith..

And the grace of God was with her…

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She had GOD within her.

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Despite the failures she never ever lost faith and hope on the promises of GOD.

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She started her life in agony

But God’s plan is to turn the barren and deserted land of her life into a paradise

And God is making miracles and wonders on her everyday

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How is she now?

That girl who was quiet, strange and insecure…

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How is that girl now? The girl that was bullied, and called names.

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God is making breakthrough in her life Now

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And God is within her she will not fall.

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She believes that everything has a season

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She patiently waits for God’s time…

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Slowly, her life is unfolding into a victorious heroic story.

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Gradually, color are coming out of her.

The true colors that she kept inside.

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Yet all these bravery,

makes her want to become more adventurous and spontaneous.

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New, healthy and vibrating habits are building up…..

And every cell of her body is happy about it..

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New life, she never even imagined to have in her life….

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New splash of colors are emerging in her life………

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And God’s grace just keeps on abounding on her life.

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The Universe is toning to her vibrancy and making way for her.

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there is no stopping her…..

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